I awoke this morning to find you lingering in my dreams. A reminder
of the beautiful past I once had. One that was filled with happiness
and joy but most importantly with you. I didn't realize it then but
you would mean the world to me. I have awoke every day for the past
week seeing you next to me in the morning. But everytime i reach out
for you the realization of it hits me, and it hits me hard, so much,
so, that it is indeed the cause for this letter. Your gone away from
me, probably for the rest of my life. Simply put in three short
words.
I Love You
-Red-
The air conditioner methodically hums away as i sit in the ridiculously uncomfortable chair. As the doctor comes in, I see pain in his face. He glances over me to my mother and stares as if in disbelief. He walks over to her and utters a few words then walks out of the room. I see her start to cry, she screams as she falls to the floor, but i already know what he told her. He's dead, after only fifty-six years of existence on thes wretched ball of dirt, it finally won.
As i come back to myself my surrounding have changed, I know not where I am. *CLICK* I turn around
Dreary Nights and Whispering Dreams
Dreary Nights and Whispering Dreams
Come to partake in thine primal screams
As thou hast sealed that final door
It left her with a taste
And a longing for more....
As i sit here and remember all those good times that we had, it makes me almost sad that i have to leave. But if i belive, that if you loved me, you'd come with me. But as i lie here on my bed over two thousand miles away, i can't help but reminence all those times we shared, but i guess in the end it was for the best. Because you tore my heart out and and left me alone. I guess i gotta have faith that i forever won' be alone But i guess it would be nice to have a to love and to hold, like i did. But i think im destined to always be alone and afraid, afraid that some girl will take my heart and crush it flat....again. And i cry as i lie
\"Pain\"
It is the the thing that drives me insane and both gives me the comfort i need, like heroine through an addicts vains, when i feel the pain course through my body i feel that i\'m alive again and i feel suddenly revived. It is as if this pain causes me pleasure, an ironic pleasure that in a sense is beautiful but that pain is not just a slap in the face or a blow to the head it is a razor sharp needle pearceing my hand and crunching through my flesh, as it tears past blood vessels i feel it in my body, as i welcome the pain, it rushes through my nerves to my brain to give it this euphoric feeling that rushes my body and bombards my
The Disease
All day long you asked me if i could be the one, your man to love and to hold and i said yes, but deep inside i know i should have said no. Fore if i had a foreshadowing of what would come now, i would have said no and left you alone, but you kept pestering me like a damn disease, that spreads like wildfire, and hunts like a wild animal and devours everything in site, it spreads all over your body like the plaugue, but doesn't give you the easy release of a quick death, no, it takes you slowly and gradualy drags you down untill you can't eat, you can't sleep, you can't even take a shit without you feeling it, it pulses through
Dreamless thoughts and weary nights,
sleepless till the end, this disease
has got him now, but almost, not yet.
He raises his head, in dipair and a last sigh of regret
in which he utters from his cold hard lips, in a deperate
attempt to stay.
In the hallway of dark corridors, with peeling paint, and
a crimson floor, she begs him not to go, grasping to hold him
once more. His body falls, and the people shout, but there is
nothing i can do, he was gone before he hit the floor, as my
family cried out in vain. The next days come and the noon
after that, but nuthin can replace the pain i feel inside
that coarses through my vains.
L
A Drean Within A Dream by Dragoon-Fyre, literature
Literature
A Drean Within A Dream
"A Drean Within A Dream"
*BANG* A bullet exits the barrel of a berated gun. I don't even flinch as the copper slug brands my brain and leaves a crimson trail of blood on the cream colored walls. The gun plummets to the white linoleum floor, from my cold, lifeless fingers, and the thud echoes off the resonating walls. Wishing I had done this sooner, my corpse falls to the floor and the crimson bloods flows out of my veins and onto the off-white floor, leaving a permanent reminder of the days past events.
As that eternal ball of flame rises into the morning sky a blond haired girl walks into the kitchen and drops in horror at the sight set
I remember when I know why the cage bird sings
was challenged for the "encouragement to take action
in premarital sex, homosexuality, and the use of
profanity."
I remember when the Bible was banned and/or
challenged for being "pornography and obscene"
in Alaska and Pennsylvania in 1993.
I remember when the The Autobiography of
Malcolm-X was challenged in Flordia in 1994--
because it was "racist against white people"
I remember when Jambo Means Hello: The Swahili
Alphabet was charged with "degrading white
children" although it was a book for white children to
understand the African-American cul
Current Residence: Greer, South Carolina Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock, Punk Rock, Just not rap Favourite style of art: abstract Operating System: Win XP MP3 player of choice: Winamp lol Wallpaper of choice: Imperial by ~Niteangel
Favourite Movies
A beautiful Mind, Good will hunting
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Floyds, Spider Monkey, The Falls, Linkin Park, Smile Empty Soul
I awoke this morning to find you lingering in my dreams. A reminder
of the beautiful past I once had. One that was filled with happiness
and joy but most importantly with you. I didn't realize it then but
you would mean the world to me. I have awoke every day for the past
week seeing you next to me in the morning. But everytime i reach out
for you the realization of it hits me, and it hits me hard, so much,
so, that it is indeed the cause for this letter. your gone away from
me, probably for the rest of my life. Simply put in three short
words.
I Love You
Always And Forever
Listening to;
Trapt:
Echo
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go let go let go let go
Of this pride
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need t
I awoke this morning to find you lingering in my dreams. A reminder of the beautiful past I once had. One that was filled with happiness and joy but most importantly with you. I didn't realize it then but you would mean the world to me. I have awoke every day for the past week seeing you next to me in the morning. But everytime i reach outfor you the realization of it hits me, and it hits me hard, so much, so, that it is indeed the cause for this letter. your gone away from me, probably for the rest of my life. Simply put in three short words.
I Love You
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a letter i wrote to my love that mo